11: April 2016 #05 - I Should Never Come Back to New York
Authored by Jason Bates
I Should Never Come Back to New York
by Jason Bates
i. Morning view brings little clarity over the muted stars of last night My glasses pinch at my nose and dig behind my ears; my features feel wrong like they are not even mine anymore A cigarette, foreign and familiar, smoulders between fingers as if it belongs there… as if I’d never left ii. Your soul is broken and lives in your heart like it wants to tear its home down around itself You hide it and we mutually agreed, without words as is our way, to pretend that our family is whole As if I could slip medications into raw meats before you grill them, low and slow